The seedy world of online stripping
has been unveiled in a tell-all expose penned by one such former 'cam-girl' who
used to strip and masturbate for male viewers – whose credit cards were then
charged by the minute.
The former Skype sex worker blogged
her account of internet stripping on Refinery29 under the name Abigail Fox,
explaining how she entered the industry after seeing an advert for the job on
Craigslist while living in Los Angeles in 2009.
The classified spoke of how girls
made 'up to $500 a day' (£311) entertaining men from the safety of a local
studio using just a laptop with a built-in camera, and promised 'no hands-on'.
It sounded easy, she thought.
Abigail says: 'My first client was a
guy named John who just wanted to talk. For three hours. When we finished, I
was $270 (£168) richer, and he felt like he knew me.
'Those clients seemed like such a
cliché: The lonely guys who were looking for a pretend girlfriend for a couple
of hours.'
Usually, all she saw of the man were
typed words on a screen. But sometimes continues a client had a camera and
asked if she'd like to see them: 'In cam-world, I was always very enthusiastic.
'I just loved taking off my clothes
and sucking on my fingers. I loved talking to them about their fantasies, and I
loved seeing them masturbate through grainy cameras trained on laps sitting in
swivel computer chairs.
'It was the most customer
service-oriented job I'd ever had: I had to be engaged, teasing, and friendly,
while still managing to take down the guys who were just there to waste my time
or get a freebie.'
Eventually Abigail began working from home which meant she didn't need to give the agency a cut and could do whichever hours she liked from the comfort of her own home.
'With one eye on the timer, I
stretched and bent my way through private sessions, trying to prolong
everything'
Explaining how she learned tricks to net herself more cash, she says: 'With one eye on the timer, I stretched and bent my way through private sessions, trying to prolong everything.
'I got adept at taking my clothes
off very slowly, and letting the camera travel over the planes of my body as if
I was simply teasing the client, instead of watching the money rack up.
'I suggested treats: "Oh, I
have another toy you'd love. Let me get it!" If I could get them to pay
for staring at an empty screen in anticipation, I would.'
But eventually, she says, she became
jaded, exhausted by the myriad fake personalities she had created to speak to
clients.
But eventually, she says, she became
jaded, exhausted by the myriad fake personalities she had created to speak to
clients
And her boyfriend grew tired of her subconsciously slipping into stripper mode whenever they had sex.
And her boyfriend grew tired of her subconsciously slipping into stripper mode whenever they had sex.
So she quit, abandoning her online
profile and quietly slipping away from that world and back into her own one.
'Today, I barely think about it,'
she says. 'Except when, occasionally, I find myself accidentally looking back
over my shoulder at a current lover as I undress, bending seductively forward –
just like I used to.
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